我的回憶不是我的... why why why....

tired n tired these days.... everyday late late sleep, duno 4 wat reason... saw a picture recently and made me flashed back on mistakes i had made.... i m not sure whether its mistake or anything... but i think its my fault. well.. what can i do, i shall keep that as memories ^.^ Things that are done cant be changed anymore, sometimes i wished i can really go back to the past... Too bad la... this cant be achieved now... haiz....

found back pieces of notes n records bout my good old days... First, its a namelist I received since form 1 from secky... my 1st ever namelist... i still kept it till now, although its abit old, yellowish, torn at all sides.... It remind me of the first ever year of joining scouts... I was so naive tat time... duno how big is the world... running here n tere... Secondly, i found back some old reports of camps... remind me of the days i finding ways wit my gang to plan it... running here n tere to get approval from teacher n get 'lectures' from them... well... its fun back then...And somethings i regretted that i should do but in the end i didn't, somethings i should not do but in the end i did....

Finals coming soon... cant get depressed now... even i wan to get depressed it will be after this...


k1nm3ng... maybe everything should remain as Memories... of Nobody...

Cheers... ^^

Dedicated to sum1....

Don't so sad anymore... 4get about (it/him/her/anything) la....

疯-汤小康

想知道你是否还是一样
有没有学会比较坚强
你快乐的背后有人失望
你何曾在意当时我也是这样
被你伤
想明白为何对我那么冷淡
有回来故事会不会是这样
明知道你不会再回头看
我还是一直以为
一直以为有希望
像疯了一样
越想你就越心伤
我多么爱你
却难逃你的魔掌
像疯了一样
风缺少了安全感
你让我多么难堪
却还是一样把我伤

k1nm3ng... haiz......................

BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

very busy now.... study study study...... seeing other people having holidays and relaxing makes me envy them... guess wont be updating so much these days... Quite alot of things happened but either no mood or time to post.... haiz...

k1nm3ng... time to study lor...

Accounting Day

Finally, i got the mood to post again ^^

this was after accouting day... its not about accounting wan la... juz 1 day to hav fun n play games oni...  my Team... consist of: C- Ew wing, O- Me, N- Sooi kee, D- jing jing, O- Fionne, M- Alex... So when u add them 2gether, team CONDOM^^

Played games n kinda remind me of secondary school... I edi got wet in the 1st game... N whole body soaked in water in the 2nd game... At the end of the day, i m almost dried up la...

more random pics... ew wing looked so LC here...

oh yeah, i got a pink colour shirt^^ 1st pink colour shirt.... do i look weird???

look at the watermelon... so gross...

well... tat 4 this post...

BTW, congratz to TKM.... u noe wat u have done..... hahahah

k1nm3ng... i totally 4got which bleach episode i m in now... lol

Genting trip^^

i know this post its very late compared to others, i was too lazy to update... Didnt on9 these few days... haiz...
after our last exam, which is the accounts paper. We went to genting the next day.  Me n sk are unable to buy the tickets the day b4 so we only bought it on that day... manage to make it and bought 18 tickets...... We sat bus tere and had fun tere. 

Its actually a gud thing we went tere on tuesday, coz no ppl was tere and we can ride over n over again.. haha.. My 1st time sitting on the spaceshot, quite fun, and guess wat... i ride it continuously 3 times wit sheng kai n piser.  This sooi kee challanged me if i dare to sit the 2nd time, she is gonna sit too. Of coz, she regret saying it after i reli go 4 the 2nd round... hahahahaha.

the whole guys gang oni 7 ppl...

even the girls are more than the guys... T.T

Aiyo, sin wei a... dun kacau them pak to la...

we found this energizer thing n started to take photos again...

tats sooi kee, dai sei la, challenge me

i reli look like taxi driver.....

the 3 guys

wai loo in a cup, haha

seen many car accidents? now there is boat accidents!

missed the bus coz we played too much, haha.... end up sitting another bus to 1U and hav our dinner there. really had fun tere. ^^

Will be updating another event soon, stay tuned. haha

k1nm3ng, faster come back la... faster la...

lazy n tired....

i m juz being lazy now... n headache i will update on the genting n were got ghost thingy later when i m not tat headache^^

Paparazzi...

listening to tat song makes me think of these pics.... dont ask me how i get it... i got my ways....
these pics are just for blogging purposes... its real dun take it real... (i dunno how readers think la) hehehehhehehehehehe

u noe who r them anot???

...

...

cant guess leh^^

more closer view

aiya... taken from the back, cant see face^^

...

got 1 more nice wan

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

.

.

.

 

how sweet~~~`

awwwww

not telling who r them

but i guess u guys noe it

k1nm3ng.... i aso duwan post wan...... i m not guilty T.T

peUnut butter?????

did i type wrong??? peUnut butter... ya its peUnut butter XD (for sk la....) If u try to pronounce it it will sound quite funny but its nice too... (peu...nut)^^ Although this funny scence happened few weeks b4, but i still laught at it... hahhaha....

We (me, sk n KL. U all go guess who is this KL la...) planned to eat waffle in our college canteen...

Then sk tell the woman...
SK: i wan peUnut chocolate flavour.
The Woman: Har???? (few seconds later...) Ooooo...

Hahaha... me n KL laughed her for the rest of the day...

And now,(currently working again...) i go on9 2 search for peanut butter, i found out quite alot of stuff about peanut butter... i didnt even noe tat tere is a website for peanut butter lovers... haha...
even found how it is made n etc...

This is how it is made...



the plant



the NUTS... haha



after processing....(dont ask me y did i put the guy in the pic... i just found it...)



TADA!!! ur peU...nut butter waffle... haha i cant find with chocolate wan...

N guess wat... i actually found results for peUnut at google...

k1nm3ng... still laughing.. haha

personality test

Saw this thingy at baboon's blog, quite true aso XD

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Mayb u should try it too.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

k1nm3ng... exam coming soon, dying soon aso

T.T...

My car a... sei lo.. kena scratched by (I duno wat 2 call that but to prevent u from getting in the drain) while I m turning to a small alley... let me see, 1 st time after erm... I think got 9 months after getting my license. Haiz... quite bad aso a, lucky din get scolded by parents. Well, as YU said, scratches are soon or later.



T.T so cham a.... next time duwan turn in tat turning de...

Friday's badminton is kinda special, the two japanese came over n played wit us.. or I can say is we play wit them coz they play from the start till the end non stop n not tired???? well, I ffk-ed kian min going 4 pc service. Sorry but its kinda personal reason becoz sum1 is tere... Met up wit caely after our yum cha session after badminton, so I sat down again 2 chat while geoff went back... as usual, caely's driving is still tat dangerous, not braking during or b4 turnings, N almost flooring all the time... 4 ppl tat wishes to sit at caely's car, better buy insurance 1 st (caely dun angry, jking oni a...)

Had work again on satuday, my collegue noe tat I m coming so they left a lot n I mean a lot of stupid documents to scan... N guess wat, they not working on saturday... =.=



the stack of stupid document tat take half a day of my life...



the ratio... haiz....



after scanning still need to pack up 4 delivering to companies...


After tat, I went 4 movie again at tropicana city wit kian min, chee kin n caely... G.I JOE.. not reli tat gud, but ok ok la... a lot of fighting n action, mayb too much la...

Homework, all not done yet.... sei lo.... no mood 2 do...

k1nm3ng... Sorry yea, I reli not free 2 reply ur msg...

blood blood blood

well... supposed to donate blood yesterday at the college hall.. with chooi lin n sk... turn up all of us didnt manage to donate after all... i got kicked out because my mom got hepatitis B carrier... n i havent check weather i got it or not... the other 2 got disqualified because of........ better off not tell. Haha... i told sk tat the blood drawing is 'super' pain... muahahhaha its actually not tat pain but more pain than last time i drawed la... mayb this time they drew more gua...tats y more pain....

got my ME coursework marks de... 36/40, so happy... better than last time which is oni just 25. reason... i din study last time.. getting accounts paper 2day... scare scare...

well thats it for now...

k1nm3ng... ??? mayb i should....

english class....... omg>>>>> p/s かわいい

2days english class was............ weird... made me woke up early in the morning just to.....

(During english class)
ok class, the grammar test will be done online at my website...
class: 0.o huh?????
teacher: ya... just follow this steps and submit the answer to me via email..
class: Even more 0.o
teacher: anyone brought laptop? so u can do it here. Or u all can go ICt room tere because no 1 will be at there this early morning... Be sure to email to me b4 10a.m.

OMG... i should had not went college 2day... wat a waste of time.... should had just stayed at house n do the test... basically wasted time at there..

Went to geoff house after that.. reason... just to see the かわいい girl n leng zai japanese tat stayed at geoff place... too bad no pics la... but they aso seldom talk... even if they wanna talk aso got problem... (thi-er engrish ish veri gud) they sumtimes need hand language to communicate... despite all this factors, i bet most of us will get crazy of her...(hahah, jking la...)

aha! can get to learn japanese from them... FREE... too bad i lazy learn...

k1nm3ng.... かわいい-nya... hahah....

English Presentation...

Finally done my English presentation... We didnt reli planned wat we ned to say so we juz talked random crap during the whole presentation... At the end... our eng teacher says tat our presentation got some main points la... and aso says tat me n sk dominates the whole conversation n left xiang ni siliently sitting tere... But it already ended la.. this time i wont post up the video la.. let sk got chance post it up.. haha

As soon as english presentation ended... coursework coming non stop de... ME, BMS all coming... oni finished the ME test 2day... quite easy la... not tat hard coz i reli did studied this time (Won't want to get low points anymore since last time i didn't study...) i think i oni did a few careless mistakes n over-answering some question... haha...

ok la... nth much de... no more stupid acts..


k1nm3ng... mayb i should just stay still n wait..

The Video......

This is the video during our HE presentation.... It doesnt reli match our presentation topic la.. but nvm la.... everyone laughed during n after watching it... even the teacher... hahaha







characters....

Umi jahat... haha, bad umi... oni turn gud at the end

Discipline teacher... sk lo(kura-kura)... she reli looked like a 'lou gu po' (woman that cannot marry out)

mangsa 1... cherry... kena hit on head...

mangsa 2... lynn... i liked the empty part...

pelajar melayu... me lo... i had no choice because all of them duwan wear tudung.. hahaha

pelajar india... xiang ni... she got a dot on her head.. if u can see la...

Finally presentation is over~~~

Finally, HE presentation is over... Quite happy with my presentation because i didnt reli memorise it and i did get stuck in the middle of the speech. But at least my hands are not shivering anymore... Now whats left is a english group work or i called it oral test (sumting like tat...) i hope it wont be as worst as last time during my eng oral test about the ghost...

For the 1st evertime, i m having so much pics to post.. haha... U will see all white but 1 black... the presentation is not very interesting but the video is.. haha

Pics b4 presentation...



the girls gang..... haizzz.....



me with Lynn... 2nd tallest girl....(lucky i m still not shorter than her...)



me with Umi.. tallest among all of them...
p/s: the most 'jahat' (in the video la...)




me with chooi ling... the most hardworking wan...



And lastly.... me with sk... the most sien person that i see everyday...





Umi n Lynn... very tall leh~~~




I aso didnt noe when did sk took this photo... i wasn't ready at all...


The rest are taken after the presentation... yay..



now u see the 5 white n 1 black? we didnt plan wat colour 2 wear b4 tat...



sitting 1 line at the bench... our photographer took a long time juz 2 take our photos...




me n Xiang Ni... took this after presentation becoz she was bz doing last touch up on her laptop...




Our class rep trying to escape from sk's camera....




i do admit we both looked stupid looking at sumthing, haha... me n class rep (ken)




one more stupid picture of me with umi....


ATTN : MR SIEN / HAPPY / OR WATEVER EMOTION KEN

BELOW IS THE CLASS REP'S PHOTO U REQUESTED...



sk says he looks cute in this photo ..... hahaha


k1nm3ng... no more malay presentation... for now...

YAY!!!

Finally got back my phone.. no need to borrow dao dao phone anymore... N finally can take pictures de.. presentations are coming HE sumore... need to present sekolah wawasan in BM... (??? why do i need to do that...) i even sacrifice myself to make a quite funny video bout sekolah wawasan... sigh*

no mood to blog again.. dunno y... lack of motivation again... english presentation coming soon... i still cant face the crowd.. my hand will still shiver.. tried to talk a few times but still... *sigh*

any1 noe how 2 do the blog header? i wan do aso.. hehe XD

k1nm3ng... lazy a... feeling so empty everyday... do nth everyday

time for some monthly cleanup in my blog

haha, i had been unactive on9-ing for the past 3 weeks edi... reasons, because of the stupid modem got spoilt n the new modem i just bought cant connect both computers so i returned it for guarantee check. After 3 weeks (which is so god damn long n they promised it would be only 1 week...) n now it is still unable to connect 2 computer at the same time... damn the modem......

I finally get to know a guy in my class... N it was because a coincidence because i was "surrounded' by girls ( no la.... juz because i dunno any guys in my class n i got no choice but to follow them T.T ) n he keeps on watching us in canteen 1... Btw, he is our class rep... i always no picture wan... i always say i would post up pics but ended up 4getting 2 post up. Talking bout picture, my phone got spoil the same time aso... at 1st i take camera 4 repair but later on it off automatically n i cant on it back after i pressed on an application named 'executor'... haiz.... nvm la... now finish repair n again, some buttons are malfunctioning... T.T when can i get back my phone wan...

College life is getting harder n harder now... still doing assignments till late night... haiz...

more n more frustration coming... long time din go camp liaw... Should i take the responsibility again? But what i worry is i am not capable of handling it. I had got alot of sweet n bitter memories. Will it end up juz as the memories of nobody?

k1nm3ng... left left right right... is tere any right route 2 choose???

2nd week of college...

So basically wat happened at the second week... Went to the tutorial class n sk told me tere is oni 8 guys in class, no leng chai 4 her to see... SWT... N she say i lucky coz got 20 girls in the class... N also, more tutorial homeworks... i aso realized tat they are trying teach all f4 stuff in 14 weeks.. 0.o luckily i took accounts during my secondary, if not i aso wont be understanding wat those lecturers says... basically now i juz need to translate everything into english.

now 4 the 'definition' for all the subject: XD
Accounts: nth much actually but its the english that kinda make me confused.
Microeconomics : Juz like another language class using business language n thinking.
BMS : combinations of add maths n maths... plus confusing words
Eng : hmm.. taking in class n sending emails to lecturers????
HE : For god sake... i dont even noe y this subject existed... in BM sumore.

now at least i m more familiar with the shortcuts n road... Better than last time...

Bought a new laptop as well!!! XD XD finally no need to share with sis n bro when using the com.... but the bad thing is... the router oni connects either 1 of my computer... T.T sigh...

HEHE... using working time 2 blog now... better dun use so long juz in case X)
P/s: geoff, those stuff ur dad bought its reli going to sabotaj u... i got my lesson...

k1nm3ng... omg... juz 1 dinner oni mah.. got so serious anot?

tar college...

Hehe, it has been 4 days since college start. N i still haven't update anything on it... its freaking tiring juz walking around the campus... lecture hall to canteen its like 10-15 mins walk... N its also so hot these few days...

Anyway, start from the 1st day, me n sk calculated the wrong time n reached college 1 hour more early. We had to wait soooooooooo long b4 the thing starts. Met a sarawak guy tere, n basically tats it. Other than that, its boring listening to ppl giving speech.... i understand its the stupid protocol... And another thing i dun reli like its the long wait of lrt... i think i will get crazy sitting lrt for almost an hour standing n squeezing in it...

Well the 2nd day its juz explaining the lecture hall and the course + some ice breaking, well, as accounting course got too many ppl, 2 lecture hall is needed... (got alot leng lui aso o~~~ haha, jking oni la...)

N i cannot dun remember the 3rd day, all the girls boycotted me... lucky i met some other tmn sea ppl, n done my id card without waiting for the 'more than 3 hours of waiting' (basically just too 'much' ppl waiting to make the id card) We aso found this stall that we call it the 190 shop. becoz the rice its oni 1.90. Cheap rite? but the quality its okok la... but wat do u expect from 1.90?

as in 2day we get some info talk from lecturer, he is quite funny, like to crack out some jokes... basically, i think tar college its ok la.. not so bad as they said except its too far from my house. no pics again, hav to get from sk...

k1nm3ng... time to 'floor it' haha...

last days

well. i am supposed to update this few days ago, but since i m so busy these few days.. i only manage to update today... the last days of work is reli sien.... coz tat day most of my collegue went for meeting and one of them went college. guess wat age was her, 30 edi, got husband n son still go study... so geng. and since the office is so quite n hot, (ya its hot even with the sir cond, n sum still says its so cold....) i was too bored n started to do countdown. Altough i didnt reli like the answering phone part, i still misses my place n my work. oh ya, i even gained 10 kg during this 6 months. n no i m staring to think i didnt do anything this 6 months. living a lifeless life, didnt go for camp or hiking.... just feel like life is missing some part without these activities... Although i meet up with the same gang every friday for badminton n yum cha, sumtimes snooker, its just gives u a diff feeling.

visited help college for their anime fiest, c2age, hong chun which is the organizer. the event was quite boring, but as a first timer for this kinda event, he already did a very good job, imagine a freshie in college doing this. i reli respect him. The main reason i went for this anime thingy is coz to support hong chun n to see weather i can get any idea on ichigo cosplay. Coz geoff is going to cosplay as ichigo. too bad they dun have any bleach cosplay. luckily i already searched the net about it. N now tensa zangetsu is almost ready except the hilt n the colour. i will most probably post it up when its ready.

college is coming, n i m not ready yet.... but since its an orientation, no need to worry much. N finally no more dc-ing, guessed i will not sue streamyx for now.. haha...

k1nm3ng...round round round n back to the same spot~~~

its been a long time again, i havent been updating my blog... too lazy to do anything. Working is seriously a very boring thing to do, seriously, for me, repeating to do the same thing and same thing over and over again... since i dont update my blog so frequently, y dont i update it with the things happened the whole week or month? (this is what i had been doing...haha)

lets see, after the outing at 1u last time, the next outing is........ 1u again, which is my bday with the same gang again... we did nothing much that day, just watched knowing if i m not wrong and had dinner at sum pizza restaurant in there. (too bad i 4got the name) Guess wad i got for my present... a belt and briefs???? huh??? u guys muz be having no idea wat to giv me as present... then the third time again........ same place eat at sum japanese restaurant and had a few rounds of bowling with dao, yen ni and puay huang. haha as usual, both of them still lose to me XD... (after they had their so called secret training...) Also the bday party for sooi kee and also belated for YU, which we travel back n fourth and end up eating sushi at tropicana city. And last but not least, i watched my 1st horror movie in the cinema... 'coming soon'. IT SCARED THE CRAP OUTTA ME... (sorry i juz cant stop imagine things) and i still had trauma of it.... its not i m scared of ghost, i juz cant stop imagine them coming out suddenly again n again... ok.. forget bout it... but i manage to forgot bout the problems that kept bugging me reli bad ^.^ So after 4 time going to 1u, i spend almost 500 this month T.T pk de pk de... and let me see, still got whos bday present i havent buy... YU, chin shen and hong chun. Omg... too much to buy de la... april is always the 'PK month' haha.

oh ya, taking bout my studies... Went to metropolitan n inti open day wit sk. found out that its too friggin expensive... haiz... i aso found out 1 thing, sk sis drives more fierce than me or any1 i knew so far...(sorry XD) At last have to go back to tar college to study diploma for accounting. leeched sk's mom car again.. Haha thx for the ride... had to pay extra 20 bucks coz i submit the payment late n i had to write on each the postal order. seems like a punishment for small kids during primary school. anyway, followed sk almost the whole half day juz coz i dun feel like returing to the phone on my office desk... seems like i will be traveling non stop again in my college life.. haiz, mom juz wont let me stay at tere... but she agreed to let me buy a laptop... huray!!! Any gud recommendations?

less than 1 more month to go, starting a new life again, new environment, i got a question to myself now, will i still come back? or juz come back once awhile for those scouts. I found that i had lost my interest on being a scouter (or did i even tought of being 1) thx to him la... And also the way they do things. mayb i should juz find few ppl who is interested and only teach them. If not, what is the use of me learning all these things with my friends and now letting the new ones know nothing bout it.

k1nm3ng... bored bored life but traumatized... haiz...

1u...

Went to 1u to watch movie yesterday... thx to caely's idea during troop meeting.
'eh, wanna watch movie 2nite?, call kian min, geoff, etc etc.'
'see 1st la...'
'ok la... fetch me 2 tmn bahagia a~ if u can fetch me to 1u then better, i belanja u makan'
'=.=. i m not YU or kian min la...'

well, at last aso fetched her to kj to take bus...


so when time comes, i drove to geoff house and it stared to rain heavily, n i do mean heavily... cant even see clearly. lucky i was about to reach his house. And when we finally reach 1u.... guess wat, caely had yet to buy any ticket and the cinema is almost full, so we ended up going to old wing to watch too fast too furious at 11pm, all of us were like nvm la.. if not watch any movie come here 4 wat...

at 1st, caely said, y watch this movie wan... others mah....

(and after all the action)

'very nice leh... i wan watch again'

see... wat aso u say la...

and after that we went to murni to yum cha, and shannen start asking y MU is better than liverpool? and all questions... haha, have fun that day

k1nm3ng... were 2 go study.......... lost lost lost
p/s: always the same...

home town~~~ part 1

finally i m able to transfer the pics from my phone to my com...
these are the pics i took while i m so bored.

This was always the best equipment during camp... geoffrey always wanted me to steal(take) one to camp. And now i found out it also comes with different sizes!!! interesting~



small one? easy to use and light~




how bout medium wan? for those who thinks small ones are for CC but they cant lift up heavy ones...



or do U think U are MAN enough to lift this heavy duty ++ chainsaw. Even i had some minor problem swinging it....



even i dont know how old this motorbike is... still can be used.. haha.

i shall leave more for part 2~


k1nm3ng... Where should i go? What should i do? When is the time? Who's advise to listen to? How to do it?

pics... that is long 'lost' (kinda) in my com

The only pics that is in my com. well almost~ haha
juz update all la..since i didnt blog 4 so long...




tis pic was one of our troop meetings... sir ck asked me to do this. the solar stove 0.o well... we are split to 2 groups, well this was the not so successful team, their potato n onions are not even hot at all.... too bad they din took my group. although not cooked but its hot at least.




tis wan a... during agm.. probably the most happiest day after all.. i get to pass down my unwanted rank to another person... Although Yee En was not there, but he already noe that i would be very happy at tat day. all the stress n stuff is no more!! wan to noe why? see the next pic





now u noe y... haha





now guess were m i... in YU's car. During the journey to wong kok after troop meeting. I m some were in this car~




hehe.. i m in the car boot... lucky no traffic police oni.. haha. quite hot in the car boot actually.



some pics that we took after lunch



more pics la... then after that....



mahjong time at Yu's house.
still got few more pics oni. well, i will get it posted up a.s.a.p
(hope so)

if i can just get the pics from my phone... y dont it work.


k1nm3ng... more callings.. haiz